The need to talk

One thing that I appreciate most in a friend- he/she can keep a secret, if it is not a secret, at least wont spread things about me (guys make a better friend for me). I don’t care weather its good or bad stuff about me. During high school, I experienced having a clos-ed friend, spreading my personal “story” to a so-not-related-person just for the sake of having a topic among them. Since then, I totally lost interest sharing anything with this person. She lost my trust. Now, she might see me as a person who doesn’t appreciate the friendship. Sadly, yes, I don’t appreciate this friendship at all because it is just meaningless. I wonder, what kind of friend that is, who can just talk about you, when you already purposely mention you don’t feel like letting any other person to know the matter (make it clear, I don’t say that to make u feel important or needed). Do they have short-term memory lost, or they are so desperate to talk about anything? Or they just choose to disrespect you? Yes, I am a very confidential person, vice versa; I don’t mention other person’s stuff.

My mother is the only person that I can tell anything to…
Easter is the second choice…
P/s: I don’t like to be your topic. I don’t need anyone to tell anyone about anything for me.