Happy Birthday to you again... I remember there's a post of your birthday earlier in my blog, after 365days, this is how we look like :) Thank god having you as a good friend beside me. We'll see each other grow old together :) Hope I’ve brought you a good night.
One thing that I appreciate most in a friend- he/she can keep a secret, if it is not a secret, at least wont spread things about me (guys make a better friend for me). I don’t care weather its good or bad stuff about me. During high school, I experienced having a clos-ed friend, spreading my personal “story” to a so-not-related-person just for the sake of having a topic among them. Since then, I totally lost interest sharing anything with this person. She lost my trust. Now, she might see me as a person who doesn’t appreciate the friendship. Sadly, yes, I don’t appreciate this friendship at all because it is just meaningless. I wonder, what kind of friend that is, who can just talk about you, when you already purposely mention you don’t feel like letting any other person to know the matter (make it clear, I don’t say that to make u feel important or needed). Do they have short-term memory lost, or they are so desperate to talk about anything? Or they just choose to disrespect you? Yes, I am a very confidential person, vice versa; I don’t mention other person’s stuff.
My mother is the only person that I can tell anything to… Easter is the second choice… P/s: I don’t like to be your topic. I don’t need anyone to tell anyone about anything for me.
Well when you go Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay And maybe when you get back I'll be off to find another way
When after all this time that you still owe You're still, the good-for-nothing I don't know So take your gloves and get out Better get out while you can
When you go Would you even turn to say "I don't love you Like I did Yesterday"
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating But baby when they knock you Down and out It's where you oughta stay
And after all the blood that you still owe Another dollar's just another blow So fix your eyes and get up Better get up while you can Whoa, whooa
When you go would you even turn to say "I don't love you like I did yesterday" Well come on, come on
When you go would you have the guts to say "I don't love you like I loved you yesterday"
I don't love you like I loved you yesterday I don't love you like I loved you yesterday
Speechless... please allow me to post some "youtube" here. I know the video is a bit scary, but I'm currently loving it: the melody, the beat, and the random scenes.
Some times, there's a need to place someone beside you, just to accompany you...
By not feeling uneasy when both are silent... And do what ever you feel like doing.
Haven't hanged out with her for quite some time, but still, we stay the same. Out of the plan, both wore the newly bought jacket just for the sake of letting each other to have a look. Having the same though on what we should do on Friday night- we watched 17Again :)
Changed, every thing changed in a snap. Always thought that I am the person, who can let go easily, but the fact is, I can’t put down any. I miss everything, which is already gone. I wonder how my parents nurture me when I was young. Tend to have the ability to show I don’t care to the things I care the most in life. Might because I am born a rebellious. The priorities in life changed in one shot. Am I supposed to feel the excitement? Or I will break down? “Never mind, its ok.” That is the word that I always use to console myself in any unwelcome situation. The more you tell yourself “its ok.” It will gonna be “okay”. Hope that is still work on me…
Happy Birthday to you again...
P/s: I don’t like to be your topic. I don’t need anyone to tell anyone about anything for me.
Some times, there's a need to place someone beside you, just to accompany you...
By not feeling uneasy when both are silent... 
And do what ever you feel like doing.
Changed, every thing changed in a snap. Always thought that I am the person, who can let go easily, but the fact is, I can’t put down any. I miss everything, which is already gone. I wonder how my parents nurture me when I was young. Tend to have the ability to show I don’t care to the things I care the most in life. Might because I am born a rebellious. The priorities in life changed in one shot. Am I supposed to feel the excitement? Or I will break down? “Never mind, its ok.” That is the word that I always use to console myself in any unwelcome situation. The more you tell yourself “its ok.” It will gonna be “okay”. Hope that is still work on me…
Ex work place.
Current work place.